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Monday, 28 February 2005

  • Hey all!! Well, today was perdy good! But first gotta tell about my weekend! haha!

    Friday- Did nothing. Sat at home and tried to find someone to hang out with but that was a big not happening. HA!! I called TONS of people and all of them were either already doing something or weren't going to do anything at all Friday night. I called Lydia and was gonna hang out with her and when she answered I asked her what she was doing and she was like "Uh, I'm at the airport... you?" and I had completely forgotten she was going to a soccer tournament this weekend! *Embarrased* hehe! Well, I had a great night anyway. Totally fine w/ me that I didn't do anything! haha!

    Saturday- Hmm... Went to my grandparent's house and she made my poodle skirt and made Mandy's too. I have the poodle and everything on mine tho and Mandy doesn't have her stuff on it yet. I'm not only missing the shirt and socks. Well, hmm... after that when I got back Lana told me Friday she'd hang out w/ me b/c Friday she was w/ Jacob so I called her and her and Kelly Callahan came over and were like spazzing for a phone book or w/e to find where Moose lives b/c she was gonna go kick his ass for hanging up on her earlier. So, we found his house or w/e after we had a fun time going to pick up Kelly's b/f Matt and Lana made us stay in Mooses' driveway and then I was watching her when she went to the door and Moose opened the door, saw it was her, and tried to close it but Lana like busted up in the house! HAHA! Me, Kelly, and Matt just kinda eased in and when we got in she (Lana) had Moose in a friggin' headlock in his own kithen!! HAHA! Poor Moose! haha! Well, we had a bit of fun there then we went to my old neighborhood and I visited w/ Melanie and Merseth and then we went to Jacob's and me and Kelly had TONS of fun driving Lana's car around random streets for about an hour and a half! haha! LMAO!! Then Lana let me drive to the loop and we hung out at the gravel pit for a while and I hung out w/ Patrick for a little while b/c I haven't seen him in FOREVER!! haha! He was kinda like... i ono. haha! it was cool tho! It was good to hang out w/ him for a while. He got a new truck and he said he's trying to make it heavy enough to where it wont flip but then he was like "Well, acutally i guess anything can flip!" and i just laughed! haha! Well, we left there and went to Kelly's house and then we left and FLEW to Matt's house and then to mine b/c i had to be home and Lana left about 10:45 b/c she had to be home at 11.

    Nothing really happened Sunday except me singing at the early service.

    Well, I'll tell y'all about my day later. My mom's b****ing me out right now so I have to go! COME TO THE PLAY ZOMBIE PROM MARCH 10, 11, AND 12!!!!!!! IT'S GONNA ROCK!! Well, I'm out! I Love "Someonespecial"

    -Nicole-

Saturday, 26 February 2005

  • Here's something else I got from Riiley! haha! Well, it's really sad. Love y'all and ______! haha! Byes!

    ...To all the guys out there, you have to read this...Girls also...

    This might happen to you and your girlfriend. So treasure every waking moment knowing that she's still there for you. If you won't do it...who knows....this could’ve happened to her. It’s sad that you're not there to fight for her....After reading this story, tell your girlfriend/boyfriend how much they mean to you and how much you love them. You'll never know... this might be the last time.........

    Jane is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.

    Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call center in lace u2:st="on">lace w:st="on">Los Angeles. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manages to reply to Jane's texts when he got off from work.

    One time mark receives a message from Jane: "hi baby! How are you? I miss you! Call my house when u gets home. Take care! I love you!"

    Mark ignored the message because he always receives the same message whenever it is time for him to go home from work.

    "Baby, I miss you. Did u eat yet?! Take care when you get home! lace w:st="on">lace u2:st="on">Ill is waiting for your call. I love you!"

    "Baby, where are you?! It’s unfair that you don’t reply to my texts... well, I’m just going to wait for your call. I love you!"

    Mark reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text. He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Jane’s call. He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.

    When he woke up the next day, he remembers that he needs to call Jane. He ignored the messages and dialed Jane’s... No one's answering in her house. He called up her cell phone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart.

    "Mark, why haven’t you called? Jane was waiting for your call all night!"

    "Dad i'm sorry. I fell asleep being so tired from work... I was calling your house but no one was answering. Where are you? So I can come over."

    "Just meet me at Jane’s house." Mark went to Jane's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house was so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there. He was
    greeted by Jane's mom on tears. She hugged him tight and cried on his shoulders.

    "Jane was waiting for you. She didn’t come with us because she was waiting for your call. She was killed by robbers that broke in our house. She’s gone, Mark. She's gone."

    "That’s impossible. She texted me. How could this happen!"

    Mark can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stuck on the chair he’s seating on. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down. He turns to his phone and read the messages of Jane.

    "Baby, i’m not coming with my mom and dad...im just gonna wait for your call...”

    "Baby...im so scared... it seems like theres someone downstairs...please call me now!"

    "Babe...someones here...they might kill me...please call me now, where are you? I need you here..."

    "Baby.... I love you!"

    He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Jane is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.

    He stared at Jane inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered...

    "My baby, I’m so sorry! I could have known, I could have fight for you! I’m really sorry! I love you so much!"

    …The End…

    ..You never know when that person you love just dosappears...So cherish eveyr moment you have with them..

    -Nicole- (Kinda sad at this time)

Friday, 25 February 2005

  • Currently Playing
    Meaning of Love
    By Michelle Mcmanus
    Emotional
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    I really like this song. Here.

    Emotional

    By: Michelle Mcmanus

    Sometimes I get emotional
    Sometimes I do some stupid things
    Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
    
    Sometimes I'm sad, about everything
    Sometimes I'm mad, and break something
    Sorry times ten, but you just got in the way
    
    Don't give up now, running away
    I won't hurt you
    Sometimes I'm just a pain
    And that's the way it is
    That's just the way I am
    
    Sometimes I feel like crying
    Laying down and dying
    That's when I need you
    Laughing's always easy
    But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
    That's when I feel, 
    Emotional
    
    You say I'm just, impossible
    Totally, unpredictable
    I'm just a girl, get used to it
    No big deal
    
    You can't change me
    Why would you try
    I'm no angel, but I can make you smile
    
    And that's the way it is
    And that's just the way I am
    
    Sometimes I feel like crying
    Laying down and dying
    That's when I need you
    Laughing's always easy
    But sometimes I’m just scared you'll leave me
    That's when I feel. 
    Emotional
    
    Don't give up now, running away
    I won't hurt you
    Sometimes I'm just a pain
    And that's the way it is
    That's just the way I am
    
    Sometimes I feel like crying
    Laying down and dying
    That's when I need you
    Laughing's always easy
    But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
    That's when I feel
    
    Sometimes I get, 
    Emotional

    -Andi Nicole Webb-

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    • State: Arizona
    • Metro: Phoenix
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 12/24/2004

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